After longtime!!...Today I am somehow obsessed with watching Aishwarya Rai videos ...Dont know why ...I was watching some of her videos I saw earlier again and again.Well !!!! ...If not she is THE most beautiful women in the world...She is definitely one among the most beautiful women I have ever known.So, while checking out stuff I saw her interview with Oprah Winfrey.Though I watched this earlier I wasn't well aware of the Winfrey's Fame and her past so much earlier.When I search in wiki, I found it really inspiring the way she overcome the challenges in her life..I was in awe looking at how she battled all odds.I felt there is something deep inside her which is not easy to hide under any circumstances.So naturally she raised !!..When we are bound to do something no one can stop it no matter what !!..It is something very intrinsic to the person.

After this, I decided to watch raincoat movie.It is a wonderful movie whose story is inspired by O Henry's 'Gift of Magi '.When I heard this story in class, the perspective and the emotional depth I felt was limited and I was simply showing little empathy as a mere listener.But after watching the movie I was completely moved by the script, the adaption of the original story and the way the movie was rendered. Its brilliant.!!!!  I felt how a new take at things which we have already known can add a new dimension and bring a deeper perspective to our understandings.I do strongly believe films and movies have very high potential to show much deeper emotions which is otherwise difficult to express in other mediums ...All the songs in this movie are also amazing..!!

Few more things to say!!...coming soon....

Its 3:30am.What Possibly I can write at this odd hour in half switch half mode.I just watched Elle enchanted ,a typical Cinderella story.But I would like to add one more comment.However fart these movies are, it's "happy ending" makes you "feel good".They come with one more bonus! i.e. the moral /theme of the story.This story gives you the message that strong will power can beat any spell .You can do anything depending on how badly u want that.

Few days back I had one weird dream (I fantasize dreams a lot and one of the reasons why I sleep so much).It goes like this..there is a gal and surroundings are typical of our hostel rooms .I think she is a student n living in a hostel like me.I cant distinguish that gal whether it was me or some other because characters mingle n transform in my dreams anyway...after that a man lives in her room.He doesn't talk wid her.Though he sleeps in her room n they don't talk or care about one another.The specialty of that fellow is nobody can see him other than that gal...On one day that fellow was lying dead on that gals bed.But now everyone can see his dead body.That gal was in apprehension what to do with that dead body...I got up after that..so donno what happens next!!..possible ending are invited!!

I have a sentiment about new year day! I do believe that what we do on that day is more or less we do in the rest of the year!...for example I was in a train to Goa on 2005 new year day n I traveled a lot in that year....But this new year started with a bang and I was in completely in nervous state due to some reasons n things were wrong for 10 more days!!...I was in meaningless state n slept all the time in my room apart from attending classes.
Only solution to me prob I could think of was keeping my self busy..I started engaging myself in various activities n hardly giving time to think about other stuff..it helped me greatly.
I still can't believe that I have only 3 more months at this place which transform me completely and instilled in me a great will power to fight all odds.I am very thankful to this place for many things!!I will definitely write about them my dear friends I will!!

I am in pensive mood and indicting my floating thoughts.what exactly is pain??
why a person suffers from it?.guilt I am bounded to it and it is my most truthful friend.
after midnight children anything makes sense and everything is non-sense.
what happens when u lost everything on this earth..... but u can't afford to loose only one thing .. i.e.hope ....yes it is blind too.it means nothing.happYness is non existent.it is not wat you get.... it is something you have to synthesize ..alas!I don't have necessary chemicals.what defines you??
you achievements???????your properties??????????your appearance??god knows...he is crazy.but i am agnostic does he exist??i asked...well now this is enough ...my madness reached max entropy...
c-off

Sem came to an end!!..Only one year to go!!...And this summer means a lot of traveling to me .

Bombay-Home-Bombay-Kanpur-Naitital-Kanpur-Bombay-Banglore-somewhr-Banglore-Bombay
etc....I am looking forward for all this new journey!!..huf!! :)

I have to tell some eventful things happened in this sem!!!..But not now.. definitely I will disclose them sooner or later!!..Well ,I am writing this blog out of one realization occurred to me today..i.e. true happiness lies in two things..1) satisfactory feeling after doing the job well and second from all the innocent , calm and pleasant things around you which includes listening to music ,powai lake sunset , child playing there cheering at you etc....nothing else can beat this!!..We just have to experience them !!

Here is one small joke I found on net!

There was this case in the hospital’s Intensive care ward where patients always died in the same bed and on Sunday morning at 11a.m., regardless of their medical condition.

This puzzled the doctors and some even thought that it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths took place at 11 AM.

So a world-wide expert team was constituted and they decided to go down to the ward to investigate the cause of the incidents. So on the next Sunday morning few minutes before 11 a.m., all doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books and other holy objects to ward off evil.

Just when the! clock struck 11…

and then……

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Santa Singh, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system & plugged in the vacuum cleaner.

I have a Barbie!!...I have a Barbie!!

It is really an unexpected day for me...not because great things have happened but the things which happened threw me into happiness..After watching 'A walk to remember' movie in the morning I feel like going outside...I went for shopping wid my frend anwesha…guess what I had found!! .... A belt similar to the one which I saw in manali long back.... I wanted to buy that one at that time... but I couldn't buy becoz thr was only one piece and my frend already bought it . … I have been searching for a similar one and it's almost 1 and half year after which I found it … I bought it at once …not only this I bought another one which is the most beloved for me. In fact it is one of the greatest gifts that one could present to me in my life ....anwesha said she wanted to give me a b’day present so she told me to choose one…and I searched many soft toys…though many of the smaller ones were cute I wanted to have a big teddy. In bigger ones none of them were cute …so I ditched the idea of buying soft toy and planned to see some other shop.Finally in Shopper stops I saw a Barbie along with many other toys… I liked this Barbie more than any one else.It is the loveliest Barbie I had ever seen…I bought it after a bit of thinking becoz it was a bit costly. I loved it so much that I couldn’t drop it there..

Yippee!! my long wish of having a Barbie has fulfilled.Actually I thought of someone gifting it to me without me mentioning it to them ..But I think its too much to expect someone gifting it to me becoz no one will expect I love barbies at this age..:D...so I only bought one!!..the specialty of this Barbie is if you rub its wedding ring it twinkles and it is the prettiest Barbie I had ever seen .Finally.....I have a Barbie!!..I have a Barbie!!